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wHo goEs TherE?!?
My parents (names withheld for security purposes) didn't expect to have a devious angel to be added to their
Children. I didn't exactly beg that I be born into this inhuman world. But I was, on the somber day of January 28, 1985 and then I was christened Jasmin
Ubalde a.k.a gaL, tookie,
wakoT. Noone knows that I’m just waiting for the
right time to spread evil, calamity, misfortune, bad luck, malevolence but since now that you know, you’ll have to suffer my wrath! You shall DIE! –hik- I while away my
time reading novels e.g., thriller, fantasy, detective novels... I'd rather read
a good book, thrash with my friends, stuff myself with edible entities ( e.g., human brains and intestines), pick my nose, talk to the girl in the mirror, perform extremely harmful hyperactive incantations, than to waste time makig-chika with
typical pitiable girls and typical low intelligence quotient guys (an exception to my girl friends and boy friends), I surf the net, with my latest acquired skim board (when money's attracted to me),
make love with the guitar, french-kiss with MUSIC, and touch myself with my
pen and paper. I'm a sadomasochist and I like life on the high. I admire people who humble themselves. I easily get annoyed with people who can't take a hint. I have the aspiration to become a potentate of this sorry-assed World. Mind you, I have already started my campaign within the English Department, in 6years time; the world will be crawling with green-minded freaks! Bwa ha ha! FEED YOURSELVES TO MY ASKAL-BREED DOGS!!
TiLa NguYen -- ThE bOmB
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2004.11.08
BAMBOO THE WAR OF HEARTS AND MINDS
war of hearts and minds
who will pay the price?
does anybody care?
it's not make believe
you've seen it on your tv screens
i'm glad you're not here
take my wife please
if you think it's funny
cut my heart out for a souvenir
take my life please
if you think it's worth it
i'm glad you're not here
i'm glad you're not here
war of hearts and minds
7 days later
i still can't find
truth and peace
how will i find my way
they say love, love without fear
is said to be the key
but just look around
no clear answer to be found
get me out, get me out, get me out
take my wife please
if you think it's funny
cut my heart out for a souvenir
i'd rather it be me
in this tragic comedy
i'm glad you're not here
i'm glad you're not here
take my wife please
if you think it's funny
cut my heart out for a souvenir
take my life please
if you think it's worth it
i'm glad you're not here
i'm glad you're not here
i'm glad you're not here
i'm glad you're not here
MASAYA
akoy malungkot na naman,amoy chico na ako
ilang tagay na hindi pa rin tulog
tanong ko lang sa langit kung bakit pumangit
ang dating masaya ngayon panay problema
bumabalot sa mundo bakit ganito ang pagibig
ganyan talaga,mag bago kang pagibig ganyan talaga masaya
pag ka gising ko,nakita ko si juan
na syang adik sa aming lugar
parang droga daw ang bisa na ginamit nya kanina
sa una rang daw masarap ang
pagibig ganyan talaga
akoy nilamon ng pagibig ganyan talaga masaya
ang pagibig ganyan talaga akoy nilamon na ng pagibig
ganyan talaga masaya
MR. CLAY
Red sun dawn
Guns are drawn
Skull and bones
Beast of war
Father help me stop this
Rush of blood to the head
I look at you and I see red
Start the game
I'll end it
By this hate that you help the world create
I've been sent
Now repent
I'm the war that comes to you
I'm the plague that follows through
I've been told
You've been warned
To stop the hatred you have spawned
The qualms you have are stupid
By this movement manifest
Lord now put you to the test
Yet you fail
Now the blind that follow you
Will burn in hell with you
All by myself
I know that I stand here alone
All your lies they feed
I'm stronger now
Stronger now than I was before
There's no way you can
Hurt me
Move me
Stop me
Talk too much mutherfucker hush
You had your chance to change things
Move in the direction of right
Choose to set the bad
But then you had to pick a fight
So what's daddy done for you lately?
Bought you the throne
Like stealing candy from a baby
Line your pockets with mucho dinero
Paid in full with the blood of the people
So now you got the fires rockin
Blood and hate
Then you got the people talking
Legacy
You will never be forgotten
Your place in history
A black mark in time
A black mark in time
All by myself
I know that I stand here alone
All your lies they feed
I'm stronger now
Stronger now than I was before
There's no way you can
Hurt me
Move me
Stop me
Peace and flowers
Will kill the superpower
The fall of Rome is near
Can't you hear
It's been written, it's been said
The signs are here
The revelations I have read
The signs are here
Those days are over
Walk away from the line
For now is the time
All by myself
I know that I stand here alone
All your lies they feed
I'm stronger now
Stronger now than I was before
There's no way you can
Hurt me
Move me
Stop me
Posted at 11/8/2004 12:09:35 pm by shiTemUp
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2004.10.26
eto..gawa2x ko lang..sana e maintindihan nu.. --,>
contumacious thoughts run through
like an old, broken record
playing again and again...
nothing to stop it as
it grows on you
like fondness for a certain tune..
it holds like manacles
strapped close,
tight and firm.
strong, unbroken chains
will not yield
to soft-spoken sighs..
still, the arch affronts
it does not beg but demands.
strangers do stray,
making excuses for being lost.
coming towards unspoken lengths of silence--
explanations, not comprehended yet welcomed
with fervor.
contumacious thoughts running through
and is met;
thanked for.
-April 12, 04-
what is love for you may be hate for me...
I dwell in my pain and remember
our moments
The time you kissed and licked
my body
I shiver at the thought of
you going
down on
me
Once again,
I am moved
to scream in agony
-March 13, 04-
beckoning death,
pervading light,
annoying wake,
chuckling fright--
painful and shallow breaths,
flesh of loathed man--
convulsing spasms of longing--
exhausted eyes; to sight.
-Feb.14,04-
Posted at 10/26/2004 10:21:00 pm by shiTemUp
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mGa aWiTing mkapagdamDamin..(sakto ba?)
the following would be my favorite contemporary songs..
Standing At The Edge Of The Earth by Blessid Union Of Souls
I knew that this moment would come in time
That I'd have to let go and watch you fly
I know you're coming back so why am I dying inside
Are you searching for words that you can't find
Trying to hide your emotions but eyes don't lie
Guess there's no easy way to say goodbye
Chorus:
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping that someday you'll come back again
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth hoping for someday
Someday
Don't misunderstand what I'm trying to say
I don't want to let you leave this way
I want you to know that I'll stand right by your side
And I know this may be
The very last time that we see each other cry
Whatever happens know that I'll...
Chorus:
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping that one day you'll come back again
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping that someday you'll come back to me
I'll be praying for whatever its worth
Believing that one day you'll come back again
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping for someday
I know this may be
The very last time that we see each other cry
But whatever happens know that I'll...
Chorus
Waiting for someday, believing in someday
Praying for someday, I'll be...
Longing for someday, clinging to someday
Cherishing someday, I'll be...
Thinking of someday, dreaming of someday
Wishing for someday, I'll be...
Living for someday, counting on someday
Knowing that one day...
I will see you
3 DOORS DOWN LYRICS
"Here Without You"
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything i know,and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me ALICIA KEYS LYRICS
"If I Ain't Got You"
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
Posted at 10/26/2004 10:11:15 pm by shiTemUp
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2004.10.21
What Form of ArT am I anyway?
 You are Drama.
You are extroverted and like to show off, but can be very subtle and intelligent when you want. As an expert at story-telling, you love attention and have developed the skill of keeping it.
You get along well with Literature and Film.
What form of art are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Posted at 10/21/2004 11:20:02 pm by shiTemUp
creep
noT here... waLa pod didTo
so, where couLd it be?
acTually, it's on my shoulders. my head. buT i feel I'm losin' it. I'm losin everything, mebe except for ... what? don't i have the right to be happy in what I choose to do? dumb.
(OCTOBER 19, 2004, mga kaadlawon to) Ah yah. Everyone, I'm glad to say that I'm finally in GIngoog, my homeTown. May be a peacuful place, rather a dead one.hehe. but I'm happy that once again, magbabad npod ko atubangan sa T.V. The never-ending oggling at the screen. I'm goin to be here for two weeks. Nov3 balik napod sa Iligan City. The first thing I did sa gabi-i... went out biking, looked for familiar faces. I went to Yetbo's place, unfortunately, he was busy ug nagmahay ang bata, I continued bikin around then I found Shownge, actually he called me over, hehe. We talked about some things, school, life, etc. Later on, I said goodbye and off I went to look for more sorry-arsed victims. JIbYo , one of my bestfriends saw me. I was so happy, I finally saw him again after how many months. tee hee. Then we talked, laughed... hhmm. Ah yes, he kinda introduced me to one of his girlfriends. heehee.
On the second night of my stay, I went out biking again. I planned to withdraw money from the ATM and on the way I met JePoY, isa s mga wafo nko na kbeRkz. He accompanied me pagwithdraw ug pagpaload, then we headed sa ilaha gipuy-an. There, StePhen, Jepoy's older brother, almost scared me to death, may paeffect pa xang ptago tago then ginulat niya ako. hahai. Life talaga. I miss the brothers so much. Stephen and I talked for a while, well, taas-taas pod amo storya then later on, naglaro kami ni Jepoy ng chess. Lingaw ko. hhmm. After that, tambay malapit sa may Sanitarium Hospital. JIboy, L-L, Sydney and one other guy was there. Ah, I was texting with Kid, my Twin, all the while when I was there... busy din kasi naman cla sa kanilang own lil worlds, my friends i mean. Pagkatapos, hinatid ako ni Jiboy sa amin, nkkainis nga coz the streetlights were not functioning..kadilim dilim nga daan. kulang nlang mkakakita kmi ng white lady..hehe. before I forget, nagtext pala kmi ni Taten, my bf, tapos ndi n naman kmi nagkkaintindihan or ako ung ndi maintindihan..ang lito ko kasi, negative thinker praw ko ng sobra. sorry na lang. Oh well. I'm just relatin. Nothin doin really. ciao.
*Pardon me if I often tend to code-swtich. I am after all, a Filipino. bow.
Posted at 10/21/2004 9:16:06 pm by shiTemUp
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2004.10.12
Tapoz diay to.
It's been a while, since I've fucked things up just like I always do. It's been one year actually...since na INC ko.arg.My supposed-to-be-passed Lesson plan is still inside my bag, with the completion form. I don't know, I feel like dying when I'm about to approach my teacher..hik.arg. I still have a lot of unfinished business...in Philippine Literature and in Reading In The Context Area. whew. Then there's the three exams this thursday, friday and saturday. Oh how I long to be back home. But it would be pointless... kasab-an na pod ko kai la nahuman arg.
I don't want to be embarassed in front of all those professors. jeez, then why is it that I didn't comply earlier. stupid, right? arg. Yi.
I'm planning a funeral in my mind.
Maybe when I'm in Gingoog, I'll celebrate by jumping off the wharf... or when it's midnight, lie in the middle of the road and get myself run over by a truck... or join a riot somewhere near the marketplace... or go skateboarding then break all my bones.
Posted at 10/12/2004 3:59:03 pm by shiTemUp
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2004.09.26
goOd day PhiLippines!
My beau is here...he's sitting beside me. What we did earlier was ... ahm... he asked if I had a lighter or matches.. then with the pictures of his Exs in my hands.. Taten lit a match, held it for me then I sent the pictures ablazing. babye na! hehehe. sayang ang beauty, wala nkoi tan-awon.duh-uh.OA man ko oi.
TatZ, i'm sorry for the things i did. I know it hurt you...even caused you to text my sister and ask her advice or sumthin.opsie. but see, I could never imagine spending a lifetime with someone else other than you. Time can only tell how much i love you. peace. --, I love you bo0.. mwah mwah mwah! hug ko TYT!
-Tookiesan-
boo, i dunno... takdan nako... anyways... i'm just thankful that though wev'e been apart from each other and problems just come from all sides, we're still together... and i hope that we'll stay together this way, but i don't mean magkalayo ra japon ta in the later time, as we get old, as our relationship matures, i hope the bond that we have now will be much str0nger than any other. I love you. kiss ko. hug dayon. kanang dli ka kaginhawa. -pusa-. happy birthday! mmm. tsa-tsa. palabi. mwah!
-TaTen-
Posted at 9/26/2004 4:55:05 pm by shiTemUp
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